The holiday was one of my main reasons for recovery and it really got me thinking - what's the point in trying if what I do is never good enough? I was getting so negative about it but I just needed a long talk with my parents and a good cry to come around to my senses again. I have SO much to live for and I didn't even realise.
So the point of this post is to get you thinking about what you have to live/recover for. Here are just some of my reasons and hopefully they inspire you to think of some of your own!
- prom at the end of June
- a trip to London in a few weeks
- to be able to go out for meals with my friends
- to be able to see my family everyday
- to go to concerts/festivals
- to meet new people
- to make new memories
- to make my parents proud
- to find myself again
- feeling joy in life again
- to be able to exercise
- to go to college next year
- to not be cold all the time
- to grow my hair back fully
- to be able to eat all the foods i want
- to not be afraid of living
- getting rid of that guilty feeling after meals
- to be able to look back in 20 years and say, "I did it"
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